I Enjoy-ed being single(:

If only you care .

2009-10-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

One is undeniably good to me .
How could i just drop him ?
the other left me once before ,
but my love has never faded for him .
I'm not a princes from anywhere ,
I'll have to choose one side .
This love triangle must end ...

Don't ever say forever to me , cause forever makes me cry

2009-10-24T09:42:00.000-07:00

Wake up today as late as usual .
then at around 3 plus like that
walked to Gerald , my cousin house .
Bought rice & strepsils for him .
Sun bian buy water for him .
SEE , I SO GOOD . =D
Haha , then reached his house , he keep saying that he very paiseh
ask a girl help him buy things eat . HAHA .
I say no need . Then yeah .
Watched a movie .
Then went off .
Reached home at round 5 plus .
Prepare myself , then went to take bus with kor .
reached westmall , walked to work place .
after that work work work .
A lot of bangalahs lah . No malays siaa today . HAAIX .
Hmm ,then kor suddenly become emo .
Which made me emo with him too .
Cos its like . Kinda heartaching bah .
He keep saying " No use living in this world .. "
Then eyes wateryyyy .
So Guang Sheng , his wife , Azahar and another guy .
Which i don know . But see him a lot of times le .
Then they asked my kor what happen , while i work lor .
Cos i know he no mood le .
Then help him do a lot things .
Then done everything , 11 plus start to pack and everything .
Untill 12 plus , i alone cabbed home .
Then reached home , bathed and here blogging[:
Kinda tired , haha .
But enjoyed myself lor .
yeahh , think gonna sleep late tonight again bah . [:
GOODBYES

She's a sexy bitch . And thats why i love her[:

Thi rak , thi rak ..

2009-10-23T21:48:00.000-07:00

slept at around 2 plus yesterday .
Kinda tired and seh when this morning wake up . zzz
Head SUPER giddy can .
Having headache too .
Cos ytd drank Vodka[:
WOOOOOOOOOOTs .
Then this morning 12 plus wake up =X
bathed and ate breakfast .
Now here blogging . =D

P.s End the pain for me .

your mother isn't really happy

I can hardly feel it

2009-10-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

New thai song that i like [:
Title : Sweetheart

I feel like starting all over again

2009-10-22T11:23:00.000-07:00

Alright .
Lets talk bout today [:
Went for work as usual .
Haaix , one word .
TIREDDD .
Around 2 plus , rest .
Then 5 plus Uncle wake me up[:
Thanks anyway . haha .
Err , prepare myself and kor wake up le .
Took 947 , went interchange .
Walked to coffee shop .
Reached there start working
Cb , Korkor keep slack down there .
zzz , i all the way stand . LOL .
But i only collect money .
Like this nia one day 20 bucks .
Okay lah , quite good .
Around 10 plus start to keep everything .
11 plus like this okay le .
Then went home .
Reached 4 head le
Then saw kor friend .
Azahar , and one more guy .
Don't know the name .
Then reached home .
kor went out .
He want me tell lie to my big bro .
LOLLOLS . =X
Whatever , super tired now .zzz .
Wanna sleep lurhh . Its 2.28a.m. now .
Hmmmm , maybe four plus or what will go sleep bah .
GOODBYE .

P.s : I want and wish to start all over again .

Damn , she's a sexy bitch

2009-10-22T01:16:00.000-07:00

Hmmm , this post is specially for that Guest nilaopeh who tagged me .
Alright . [: I am laughing when i saw his tags , HAHAHHAS .
WHAT A JOKE . [:
Did i ever say i am chiio ? [:
And i say many fuckiin times le .
If you don't like what you see here you can fuck off de . [:
I don't entertain this kind of lame shit people here . -.-
You say i childish eh ? [:
How you know ah ?
And i think you're the one who is childish . -.-
Fancy tagging this kind of lame shit crapps , zzz
Please lah , i dye hair my taiji .
I got show off meh . -.-
For what fuck shit ?
If you not happy then kay lor .
I bo ask you see right ? [:
You go back home see your mother fucking nice pussy lah [:
Its better than my hair .
Cos its much more hairy .
And you can sun bian fuck her .
Remember , if you don't like what you see here , fuck off . [:

P.s : Sometimes , its better if we let it go .

Ohh , i so wanna FUCK YOU[:

2009-10-20T23:08:00.000-07:00

Hmm , today woke up damn effing early cann . -.-
around 3 plus bah .
Wake up , feel very gao wei .
Cos everytime wake up need bathe .
So went for a bath .
Bathe finish , gum gum ho my mama come back home .
Then follow by weisiong kor .
Talk cock with weisiong [:
He went back to sleep .
I tried to sleep too , but CANT .
Mother fucker eh ?
I go in kor room , see him sleeping like one PIG down there siaaaa .
I JEALOUS , ]]: !
Hmmm , then i watched teevee , used comp and like that lor ?
Ohh yeah . I got new neighbour , HAHA .
The son effing shuaaai siaa , OMFGGGGGG . =X
sorry , but who don't see shuai ges ? HAHA .
Hmmm , i went back to sleep around like 8 plus in the morning l0rhh . -.-
Then uncle texted me .
Told him wanna go sleep , haha .
Then continue sleep till 11 plus like that .
and bathed again , and ate my breakfast , now here blogging .
Haaaaix , superrrr siaaan sia knn .
Nobody to go out with . -.-
OHHH YEAAAH
That guest who tagged me .
haha , what a joke siaaa .
Really thank you a lot a lot for your comment , [:
THANKS FOR SAYING THAT I AM A BITCHH , [:
And yeah , i enjoy to be your mother . Whyy ?
Any problem ? [:
If you don't like what you see here , can always Fcuk off far far de [:
I won't entertain lame people im my blogg , -.-
So yeah , really thanks a lot {!} [:

P.s : I scream like ice cream .

Your mother is ME:}

Thinking bout days spent without you .

2009-10-19T09:00:00.000-07:00

Alright , its 12am now .
Hmmm , i just finished crying at my window .
Seriously , i am tired .
I don know why it hurts so much .
can't seem to let everything go ..
Really can't . It hurts .
i am stabbing real hard inside me .
Tired of crying silently every night ..
That kind of loneliness , who understands ?
i need love , and concern .
Why can't i just have it ?
really am tired ..
If only time could just turn back , i would cherish everything in my life again .
every single one , every single thing ..
How i wish i can forget all the unhappy moments ,
and go on with my life ..
But i can't .. Just can't .
what's love ?
what's friend ?
what's family ?
what's happiness ?
I don't wish to be emo , but i can't stop being emo ..
tired of crying , tired of banging the wall .
Tired of being alone .
the word FOREVER doesn't exist in my world ..
Really , not ever .
Why can't i be happy , for just one day ?
Putting on a fake smile everyday's difficult .
I am trying to numb myself , by acting to be high ..
Yes i admit , im an lesbian .
But .. who understands ?
Lesbian is also a human being ..
And whose fault ? I don't know why i am like this too .
I really wish i can get into relationship , and live my life normally too ..
But i just can't . CANT .
Tired , real tired ..
Wish to end my life .
But i can't let go everything , everyone in my life .
Those people who really cares bout me ..
You know .
How many effing times i wanted to just jump down .
But .. I just can't let everything go .
Those who really love me ..
My gans , friends , and my mom , bro ..
It really hurts .
I wanna end . But i can't .
you know . Its like someone stabbing me with a knife .
Its alright .. Let me be ..
I just need to be alone .
I am just tired .
tired of everything .
GOODBYE

No , its not over yet . I still love you ..

Dying is the latest fashion

2009-10-19T03:33:00.000-07:00

didn't really have the mood today , haix .
Wrote diary as usual .
hmmm , cried as i wrote .
Well . Stayed at home whole day .
Was supposed to meet him but don know why he never reply me de .
Nevermind . Kinda tired today .
Am finding people to slack with me now .
anyone ? Haix .
Hmm , lets talk bout just now bah .
today was shan's birthday[:
And kor went out with her , and other friends .
They going Neverland if not wrong . haha . Don't know .
Hmmm , had fun with kor before he go out .
he found new gf -.- HHA .
Know where he know her de mah ? =X
NUH . HAHAHA .
When my bro hospitalised .
Then the nurse took care of him
he sun bian take the number .
Funny sia him .
Then yeah . its 6.39pm now .
I am super superrrr bored .
No fucking people wanna go out . -.-
Wtf sia , haixxxxxxxx .
Why primary school life like this ? SUCK .
Almost all stay at home , say cannot come out later mother scold -.-
Haaaaaaaaaaaaix ... ]]]]]:
My life suck to the core .
I am almost Emo-ing everyday .
Even Hongxia say i changed .
Cos last time i am hyper luhh .
then now like totally changed lah .
nevermind . Haaaaaix .
Don't know where to go now . zzz ...
Bored bored bored .
Everyday its almost the same routine lor
everyday wake up , eat , use comp , listen songs , then if can then go out . LOL
BORING SIA . I thought after PSLE can have fun . -.-
Got freedom , but nobody wanna go out .
No freedom , all keep asking me out , zzz .
Forget it .
GOODBYE

Fuck off if you wanna play with me . ZZZ

Why am i so selfish

2009-10-18T10:07:00.001-07:00

Hmmm , its 1.02am now .
Today's a TIRING DAY man . -.-
Firstly , went bugis instead of Lot one with Hongxia [:
Thanks anyway . haha .
Was like kinda emo & happy lahh .
Emo was when somehow going back home .
Then shopped at Bugis .
Quite a lot of malays there =X
I'm sorry , i only look at malays . HAHA[:
Then after shopping , went mac .
But waited for Hongxia outside of mac .
Then got this particular gay , walked pass me . =X
I SHOCKED EH . WTH LAH
The way he take his bag . -.-
And the way he walk , talk , laugh .
I almost faint . LOL
no la . Too drama ~ LOL
Hmm , a lot of people stared at me .
I was like asking Hongxia my face got anything meh . zzz
Then went to took train and go home home home =D
So tired sia . Then in the mrt got this two malay guys .
OMG , HOT HOT HOT = X HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAAH , sorry lor ~~ xDDD
They wore spects , but they were carrying guitar , haha .
one of them was when i looked at him .
Cos i was thinking bout something , in fact seeing how he looked .
then he smile to me, i smile back lor = X
he look Like a person lah . LOL . =X
But only the spect is whiteee=)
then reached Jurong east , then change train then went batok
went to mama coffee shop .
No hunks lehh . T.T LOLLLLLLLLLL=X
all ahhpeh . -.-
But korkor and his friends were there lah .
Got shaun , zhi qiang , yingren , kevin , his gf , and my bros and yue mei . [:
Hmmm . Weimin kor and his friends went home lorh .
Left me , shaun and weisiong kor in coffee shop .
Do everything , then went home super early .
Cos no people . around 11 plus bahh
walked to interchange
and saw a chio bu .
which makes me almost fell down=X
I don know why too . LOL
Took 947 and reached 4 head .
Slacked all the way with shaun , and kor .
Untill bernard , azahar , bo gey , and two more guys which i donoe =X
HAHAAHAH . Then bo gey can't recognise me .
When around 12 plus almost to 1 , i walked home myself .
Bo gey see me from far far
He shouted . hhahah .
Then my bro was like " OI , that one my sis . "
Then he paiseh . HAHAHA .
Quite fun lah , but they horny talk-ed a lot a lot = X
HAHA . Hmmmmmmmmmm. ..
I donnoe what to do now . -.- LOL .
Don't know want sleep tonight anot leh , super sian .
Haiiix . Not going back to school untill 26 nov le [:
Quite shiiok cos everyday no need see the lan jiao principle face . _l_
another thing is that i am BOREDDDD .
No where to go everyday . -.-
Super tired nowwwww , haix .
Shall go bathe now and help my bro chiong Cabal [:
GOOODBYE ~

I hate myself , why am i so selfish .

And i won't regret

2009-10-17T05:24:00.000-07:00

Dyed my hair blond , [[:
And my hair now is like SUPER DRY
T.T i never ever regretted , [:
Cos i choose to dye .
Hmm , went D.I With hongxia and Xinyi
Hongxia came my house @ morning , to dye my hair for me .
THAAAAAAAAAAAANKS ANYWAYY[[:
LOVE YA , SIS [[:
Take bus , and on the way i saw a cute guy=X !
LOL . He's an Emo , so ? LOL .
Wearing black skinny with studded belt .
Converse black shoes[: CUTE SIA OMG =/
Hmmm , quite a lot of people stared at me .
But i don't give a damnn , [:
Look all you want . Stare all you want .
I don't mind at all .
And Roslina , if you think that i dye , its ugly or what fuck shit .
Then fuck off .
Cos i never needed you this fucking Bitchh to judge my hairrr .
Not my pussy hair , but my HAIR . _l_
Really hating you more now .
Gonna fuck you upside down someday .
YOU SUCK . Your mother kena fuck by bangalah in the bushes .
Nono , not your mother . IS YOU .
ohh well . Don't even think bangalah wanna fuck you ehh ? Too bad .
You're just some bitch that i won't entertain and care at all .
Go on and backstab me . I will hurt you someday[:
I wanna hurt you . Hurt your feeling .
Though im not a guy , but i still can hurt you .
And i SWEAR I WILL .
You wanna play ?
I'll play hard with you [:
Went for service
Then went home after that .
reached home , didn't bathe .
But camwhored . HAHA
Then online , and like this ?
Now its 8.39p.m.
I am going to bathe now[:
GOODBYE

Your mother is gonna fuck that bitch upside down

Why must you leave me ?

2009-10-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to school today .
Wasn't in the mood .
Was kinda sick too ~
Stayed at home whole day .
Was supposed to meet someone .
But that someone didn't contact me .
I won't take the initiative to contact that someone too .
Was kinda a boring day .
But tried to enjoy myself .
By Listening to screamos [:
Tried to relax myself .
Kinda emo today .
And bubu , i am sorry .
For always like being sensitive or what .
But i really need someone to be there for me .
And someone i can talk to .
Really hope you understand .
Shall go to D.I tomorrow[[:
Dying my hair tomorrow too .
Vomited 2 times today only . ** clapppps *

Hope tomorrow won't even vomit lah [:
Shall continue to listen to my Brokencyde's songs[:
Gooodbyeeee .

I feel like closing my eyes , and sleep forever . Someone , kill me please ..

P.s : Boy , i still love you . And i will wait for you . Cause i believe you will be back ..
I love you ..

2009-10-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

i'm in love with Thai songs ~ =D
Those in my playlists are those which i always listen to[[:
Enjoy !

For those who thinks that it sucks , then fuck off please[[:
thanks .
Cos to me , though i don't understand , it still seem to be meaningful .

Please don't say goodbye

2009-10-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

Went to school today .
Early in the morning , make me malu infront of whole school .
Kena caught by principle . ZZZ !
I don know why my eyes got eyeliner=/ HAHA
Then she ask me go wash .
I in the toilet very long .
I purposely de . =/ HAH
Then principle asked a guy to go toilet and call me .
Walked back , then whole school stare at me .
At that point of time , i know that Mrs Wong confirm very sad =/
she everytime tell me she put a lot hope on me , to be a good girl . LOL .
Then went back class , cher said me , Fathris , Leon and jiawei gotta go P1 .
Then i cheered after she finish . [[:
Had fun in P1 class .
But its like when the moment you step into the class
the feeling don know why different leh . LOL .
Then had fun with them untill 12 plus lor .
Its quite fun lah . [[:
Not sure if tml i am going to purposely lost my consent form again anot .
then untill our class come back from sci centre ,
its around 12 plus .
Then went hall .
Talked to Aidil , Irfan and a lot other malays .
When walking back homee , irfan took my phone and called Harris
I was like " WTF ! "
Dont know what he talked to him too . zzz .
Nevermind . Then reached home bathe and rest .
Now here blogging [[:
Thats all i guess .
Goodbyeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Yasmin Your Mother

Why ?

2009-10-14T13:21:00.000-07:00

Freakkk !
Its 4.16a.m. now .
And Yasmin just woke up . -.-
Hmm . Shall go to school later ~
Haaix . Think bringing phone , money and pencil case nia .
Pencil case either Roy or who help me keep .
Hmmm . That's all .
Goodbye ~

It had been the 15th day without you in my life ..

Believe me , i will die

2009-10-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

If you wish me to , i respect you .
You want me die , then i will die .
Want me fuck off in your life i can .
I am just too tired to care bout anything now .
I will fuck off far far from you . Happy ?
The last goodbye .

我真的不想放手

Maybe i was too dumb to tell you goodbye

2009-10-13T03:41:00.000-07:00

Who am i ?
Shit .
I am a shit .
nobody's there for me now .
No one to turn to , no one understands me except my Diary .
Fuck my life . My life suck .
I enjoy hurting myself .
Please don't care bout me anymore if you don't wish to .
Lets play MIA if you want .
Will be turning off my phone today .
If you're lucky , then talk to me on msn if you see me online .
That's it .
Yasmin's not gonna care anymore .
She is dying soon
Perhaps tonight's the last night .
You guys will be damn happy right ? [[:
so am i happy .
Happy that i can end everything .
Fated to be born into this world ,
fated to have this life .
Fated to DIE .
Had been vomiting these few days .
Stomach everyday cramp like hell .
No one is there for me .
I am a human , not some robot .
thats all .
Thats it .
The last goodbye .

P.s : Isn't it better in this way ?

What is happening ?

2009-10-12T23:31:00.000-07:00

Woke up quite early . QUITE . lols .
Didn't have the appetite to eat anything , but drank Greentea .
And im full . LOL . =)
Chatted with quite a lot of people .
But most is girls . [[:
And uncle , good luck for your driving {!} =D
Had quite a lot of fun when talking to the girls .
Well . Something's happening to me .
Don't wanna say . Only 5 people know = /
Whateverrrr ~
You may say that im crazy .
Yes i am . [[:
So don't ever stay single for so long .
You will become like me ~ [[:
But its quite fun .
Cos imagine you're a guy , and going around doing all those things[:
Hmmm . Think today not going out again ~ haix .
My kor abandon me . -.-
He go out have fun . Don wan bring me . LOL .
no lah . kidding . haha .
Hmmm
Thats all for today i guess ~
Goodbye .

You spin my head right round when you go down , down down .
I love you , girl [[:
Fuck you ~

your mother isn't herself now a days .

I like this song ~ Your guardian angel by The red jumpsuit apparatus

2009-10-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face , I can't replace
And now that I'm strong , I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my,my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I am sorry , girl

2009-10-12T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hmmm . Didn't really have the mood for anything today , HAIX .
I am sickkkk ~ -.-
Fuck my sickness . -.-
feeling super giddy right now , kinda feverish]]:
Super shaggg siaa , no mood to do anything . haaix .
Rest almost the whole day ~
Texted Harris . He sickk too]]:
Wish he and me recover soon bahh[[:
Hmmm . Around 6 plus went for dinner With Roslina .
Haiix , i feel so bad sia .
She treat me quite good , i treat her like dog shit =/
haaix . I still remember that time i ask her for something .. =/
I was too horny lah . -.- nevermind .
Hmmm . After dinner , headed back home .
On the way saw afew of my brother friends .
Said hi and off i go .
reached home , nobody . -.-
So lonely , LOL .
Then bubu chatted with me ~ [[:
Horny talk-ed with him .
hahah .
Wed after my school , will be meeting him[[:
hmmm , shall watch incredible tales and go sleep[[:
Haha . And , ]]: Harris phone sot again .. -..-
He can't receive what i send . ]]:
Maybe will call him later and tell him bahh .
KAYYYS , GOODNIGHT !

Your mother will not regret what she had done .

PLEASE IGNORE MY FIRST SONG ~

2009-10-11T20:12:00.000-07:00

Saw my title ? Yeah /
PLEASE IGNORE . LOL .
I am just lazy to del ~
I chupahlang-ly choose the songs=/
So just ignore {!}
HAHA .
And if you don't like it , then just kindly FCUK OFF ~
[[:
Thaaanks {!}
I would really appreciate it {!}

Your mother is vomiting again , haaix]]:

Ouchh , Its superrrr HOT

2009-10-11T04:48:00.000-07:00

Hmmm , did nothing much today .
Whole day at home .
Early in the morning chatted with marshal .
And afew others .
Then went online and blah blah blah
Talked on the phone with Marshal around 4 plus
All the way till 6 plus . =/
LOL .
Vomited after i drank water
Then drank water , ate sour plum .
went to expand my ear hole .
WALAO . ITS DAMN FUCKING HOT MAN -.-
i tried to put in Yakult straws . LOL .
Still cannot .
So im slowly increasing my Earsticks from 1 to 4 now .
Thats all i should say bout today ?
Its 7.50pm right now .
I am bored .. ]]:
and my phone's sot sot . -.- CB .
I don know what the Heck happened .
Whatever .
GOODBYE ~

Harris , Get well soon[[:
I love you .

Your mother vomited 1 time today . YAY ~

Please don't keep me waiting

2009-10-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

Haiix , its 12am now ..
And i still can't get to sleep .
I am tired , but can't seem to sleep ..
I just feel like i'm missing something .. Or someone ..
I don't know .. I got a strong feeling someone's gonna leave me .
Haiix .. I really wanna sleep .. ]]:
I don't wanna think so muchh . But i just can't stop thinking bout things ~
Don't wanna care so much . But can't stop too .. Haiix ..
Its the third time im blogging today .
I am BORED .. ]]:
Harris , i am waiting for you to reply me .. zzz ..
Actually wanted to go out with bro & his friends .
But didn't cos i told them i not feeling well ..
Haiix .. I am alone at home right now .
Feeling so lonely .. No one to talk to .
Its okay , my life is always like this .
I'm used to it anyway .
Shall wait for my 2nd bro to be back home .
Goodbye .

Thanks , Serin . I love you

2009-10-10T07:25:00.001-07:00

Hmmm , went to meet serin under her block @ 8 like this .
Reached her house downstair , called her and she came down .
Went to 404 , sit sit . I keep feel like vomiting .
Well , then Serin asked want go Cdans anot .
Then went there . LOL .
When at Cdans outside , saw a guy .
SUPER FUNNY MAN >.<
I think he rushing for bus or what .
He like running uhh . Then me and Serin walking at the path .
think we blocked till him .
Then he jumped to the other side . HAHAAH
I don't know how to explain , but its just SUPER SUPER funny !
then laugh laugh laugh .
Went into Cdans .
Got two guards stared at us .
But i think only me .
Cos i guess they remember me . LoL
that time when i still have my pri sch friends ,
they played fire then kena caught by them .
Then yeahh , me and Serin all the way ki siao down there HAHA .
Then Marcos called me . Then blah blah blah
walked out of Cdans . Then Serin said she very hungry .
Went to bought maggie at out house there .
Went to her house downstair slacked and i see her eat .
Didn't have appetite to eat]]: Though im superrrrr hungry .
I only drank Greentea while she eat her Tomyum maggie .
Texted Harris too . Told him i miss him[[:
then after she eat , she went up to her house
while i walk home . Haha .
A lot malays at my house downstair there .
Then when waiting for lift , got one gang of malays stare at me . -.-
I just fuck care and gone home .
Then reached home , called Serin to tell her i reached home .
Then i online lor .
dont know tomorrow want go out anot .
Also no people want go out with me . -.-
Shaggg , haaix]]:
Its okay . I can get highh with my bro at home^^
Just now watch Tom and Jerry with him=D
HAHAHA . He superrr funny lor .
Still can watch with me .
then Matt came , and they went out .
Thats all [[:
Goodbye {!}

P.s : I'm sorry , but i guess i loved you too much ..

Your mother very tired , maybe will sleep early tonight {?}

Shit ! Mother Fucker !

2009-10-10T03:48:00.000-07:00

Did nothing much today .
Not feeling well .. Haiix .
Vomited like about 2~4 times today ?
Stomach don't know why cramp like HELL ~ ]]:
Then emo all the way till evening .
Which is now . But still kinda emo .
Cos my whole family's OUT ! =D
And im alone .
Wooohuuu . Lets get HIGHH ~
Later not sure going out anot .
But i guess never uhh .
Cos not feeling well .
Skally i halfway shopping or slacking i vomit . HAHA
Ohh well . Didn't have the appetite to eat anything . -.-
I haven eaten my breakfast=/
Shitt siaa , i Alien ? LOL
hmmm . Waiting for the time to pass quickly .
I AM BOREDDDDDDD ~
Urhhhh , and . My throat's better now[[:
SO HAPPY .
My tummy siao one . -.-
Its like feeling like shitting . =/
But nothing come out lehh ? LOL !
Thats all for today bahh .
Goodbye .
HARRIS , ILOVEYOU

Boy , really thank you a lot for texting me today ..
Today's the 10th day you left me ..
I was so freaking happy when the moment i saw your text message ..
[= Thanks .. though we didn't talk much , but i'm so happy that you still remember me ..

P.s : Would you swear that your love is always true ?

Yasmin Your mother

I miss you

2009-10-09T09:13:00.000-07:00

Haiix .. Harris ..
I am waiting for you ..
Waiting for your call ..
I thought you told me you're calling me .. ?
Haiix .. I hate to wait ..
Had been an hour plus .
You cant be eating that long .. ?
I am tired , tired of waiting ..
Tired of getting hurt ..
I can't sleep .
I can't close my eyes ..
Everything will just flash back again ..
Tml won't be going D.I .
You guys must miss me .. alright ?
Thats all .. Shall continue to chat with my 2nd Goodfriend ..
MARSHAL ONG [[:
Goodnights , Earthhlinqqs ..
Shall go to school on 14 Oct and 15 oct .

P.s ; Why am i crying for you right now ..

I LOVE IT ! xD

2009-10-09T04:41:00.000-07:00

Lalala .
Went to Meet HIMMMM[[:
Then blahblahhblahhhhh-ed . =/
LOL . He did something . HAHAHAHA
GOOD JOB , Harris ~ =/ fuck you , lols .
Went home around 7 plus .
reached home 7.30 .
Bathed and here blogging bout that mother fucking guy that i love[[:
And im GIDDY , really giddy . -.-
I drank a lot a lot of water .
Ate a lot a lot of medi too .
Still no fucking use .. -.-
Fuck .
Haha . And im going back to school only on 14 , 15 oct .
Cos Aidil they all want me go back .
on 14 and 15 we going out .
Mrs Wong bringing . LOL .
Don't know go whr=/ HAHAHA
Go Hotel ? Or SEX Shop . =/
Sorry . For some reason . I am ... HORNY . =/ LOL .
Urghhhhhh .. =/ LOL .
Think thats all for today ?
Actually wanted to go out .
But can't find anyone , HAAAAAAIX
Your mother iish BOREDDDDDDDD ]]:
My whole family go out le .-.-
My both bros go orchard . They mad siaa .
They wearing Pyjamas , go orchard walk . =/ HAHAHA
They said its style . -.- ZZZ
thats all for today i guess . Shall ask people come out .
GOODBYE !

Your mother is HIGHH

It had finally come to an END

2009-10-08T22:04:00.000-07:00

Went to sch as freaking usual .
Just that today kinda lonely . LOL .
When walking to sch , saw Aidil .
Walked to school with him . Joke-ed on the way .
then me and him disturbed quite a lot of people . =/
Talked cock with him , Fathris . haha .
untill roslina aka the unglam kid came .
then she keep guailan with me and aidil .
I dulan i slap her . -.- zzz
Then went to hall , sit down .
Went up to class for paper one .
Walao , got no time to do finish . zzz
Then went for recess after that .
When recess , talked to Irfan .
Asked him he got watch today anot=/
He say maybe got . He asked me got anot . I say don know , LOL .
Then went back hall . He keep disturb me . -.-
Nizam and him keep say " ehh , 4th floor ltr uhh . =D "
Then i was like " ... -.- _l_ "
Went for paper two .
Do do do . Then went back home .
The end , =/ My head was SUPER SUPER SUPER really giddy when i
doing the two papers man . -.-
Later going meet HIM

Who am i ?

2009-10-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

Who am i to you ?
A shit ? Come on .
Respect me , will you ?
If you need me to leave you , just tell me .
I am a human , WITH FEELINGS .
Please don't treat me this way . It will HURT me .
I am your sister .. I ain't a SHIT !
Please .. All these years .. How have you been treating me ?
It really hurt a lot .. A lot .. I am tired ..
Why don't someone kill me ? ..
I am tired , real tired ..
Last time you weren't like this .. What's wrong .. ?
You always dote on me so much in the past .. But now .. ?
You dont even CARE !
I miss the past .. I really MISS ..
I am tired ..
Sometimes you know ..
I really am thinking , am i really your sister ??
Everyone thinks that you're better than Weisiong ..
But i dont think so .. Seriously ..
Maybe cos you're not those joking type of guys .
And i know you won't joke like how Weisiong kor joked with me .
But all i am asking for , was just you love , concern ..
Right now i really need someone to give me that .
I really need ..
I am loosing too much people .
Crying everynight , in the darkness alone ..
Hiding myself inside the cabinet ..
I can only hug my toys , and cry with it ..
You guys may think that i am Emo ..
Whatever you think .. This is me , i won't change for anyone .
Thats it . I won't care so much from now on .
Whatever is the word .. Goodbye ..

Ouchhhh , FUCK YOUUU !!!

2009-10-07T23:25:00.000-07:00

Went to school as usual , but woke up late uhh .HAHA
Then chiiong to sch .
Then again , early in the morning birds singing song people talking cock .
chatted with Aidil this time .
Cos Irfan very late then come school .
Then went up to the hall , had first Maths paper .
Was kinda easy uhh . KINDA NIA
Then after that was recess .
After recess went up hall . Was raining so damn heavy uhh .
Walked back to class , while they splash the water on me .
Then i end up going back class with my shoe wet . -.- _l_
then had paper two .
After that went back to hall .
Talked cock with Irfan again .
He told me he wanna fuck me . LOL .
i laughed . Then when at staircase walking down to gate
he almost hold my hand . =O
Then i just fuck kare and waited for Angie they all lor .
Walked back home .
bus stop was FULL of Dunearn students . LOL
Then got people disturb . -.-
Asked me my name and what blahh shit ~
Then went home with Angie .
She came my house awhile ~
Then she went back home i rest .
Cos today when exam i sprained till my neck . zzz
I dont know how to sit for exam tml . Suckky .
Tml's MOTHER TONGUE . HATRED SUB .
Wish me good luck . ~
Thats all for today i guess .
GOOODDDBYE FOLKS ~

Your mother Sprained her neck]]:

We'll never understand LOVE

2009-10-07T03:26:00.000-07:00

Went to sch as usual ,
Had fun with same people .
Irfan & Aidil .
Horny talk-ed with them .
except for Aidil . He doesn't really like to talk bout that .
So don't really talk to Aidil bout those things that much .
Well . Then went for PSLE English PAPER ONE .
Early in the morning , the bird singing songs , people talking cocks .
Went up to hall .
Sit sit , kena caught by Mdm Lee bout my hair what fuck shit .
Then went toilet , sheshe & do my hair .
Then Fazli came to school with Mr koh .
Me and Fadzilah was like guessing whether if he was sent to school by Mr Koh .
LOL . Then Fadzilah molest me . =/
He touched my pussy . =O
But accidentally one la . Nevermind . LOLs .
Then went up to class for PAPER ONE .
Compo was KINDA easy . =/
Then went for recess after that .
Then went up hall , then talked to Fazli .
Went back class for PAPER TWO after that .
Did relaxing-ly . HAHA .
Finished in 30 minutes time .
But i didn't do it anyhow-ly h0rhh [[:
Then went back to hall as Mdm Lee wants to talk to us .
Then at hall sit with Irfan , talking cock again .
He told me he watched porn yesterday .LOL .
I think all because of me =/
I yesterday keep talk to him bout those things ~ LOL .
Can't blame me , im MAD ..
YEAHHHHH ~
Then went home after that .
Mom asked me do things for her . _l_
Cb . ask me don't go out . zzz
Then stayed at home helped her do things . -.-
SUCKY LAHHH ~
Tml Maths .
Wish me good good luck alright .
Then friday is MOTHER TONGUE aka HATRED SUB .
haaix . Damn shagg siia !
Kayy luhh . think thats all for today bahh .
GOOODDDDBYEEEEEEEEEE

I am changing , Thanks to you . I HATE you .

Your mother is SICK and TIRED of everything

I won't shed a single tear for you anymore

2009-10-04T23:16:00.000-07:00

went to sch as usual .
Early in the morning , went to school .
chatted with aidil and irfan .
Then when roslina came . LOL .
something funny happen .
she ran after Irfan .
Then when Irfan came back , he was perspiring all over .
I asked him " ehh fan . You fucked with her ? Why you so tired . "
Then he said " YEAH !! Tight pussy ! I put my wrist inside her pussy siaa ! "
Then i asked him " Shiiok anot . "
He say " YA . " LOLs .

then had eng first two periods .
Then after that was HE & SS .
Did don't know what mother fuckeen Shittzxs maths ppr .
Fadzilah lent me his ppr .
Copy copy ~
untill times up .
I haven copy finish .
Then just pass up lor .

Went for recess , the dumbass Roslina
go run at field . LOL .
i was supposed to run too .
But was LAZYYYYY ~
Plus there got no people lor .
So she run also no use -.-
STUPITT siaal .

she damn like to bao toh . -.-
Thats what i hate about her .
Plus she everytime talk , the mother fuckeen saliva will BOOM out .
-.- Everyone calls her an UNGLAM KIA in 0ur Sweet 6.1 .
then during maths . Mrs wong give us Children's Day present . LOL .
Suckyy lor . -.-
When i walked to her . She was like " I want you to be happy . "
I told her " I can't . I don't know how to be happy . "
She said " Okay , i'll teach you how to be happy and smile . "
Then i walked away .
During mother tongue she came to Ms ong class and looked for me .
Then she talk to me , she took my wrist .
She said whats this for ? I said of cause sad do . If not happy i do ? -.-
Then she ask me need conciling anot . I said no .
LOLS .

then after that went back class for MT .
Then was like having my fun time .
Lols .
Then when walking home , someone from my back said " Excuse me . "
Then she just push and walk . I not happy i chase her .
I did the same to her " EXCUSE ME . "
I push her too . Lols . Its lame , but cos i got nothing to do . -.-
then reached home , bathe and here blogging . [[:
Tml going school . Wed going school for PSLE FOUNDATION ENGLISH .
Thurs going school for PSLE FOUNDATION MATHS .
Then friday is PSLE MAINSTREAM MOTHER TONGUE .
Sad lor . I taking Em2 MT . -.-
the rest Em3 . l0ls .

thats all for today bahh[[:
Gooodbye , folks !

Your mother love you

I've got a feeling , you're leaving ..

2009-10-03T19:24:00.000-07:00

Hey earthlinggs[[:
Woke up at around 9 plus this morning ,
then bathe , eat and now here blogging[[:
Used my neww shampoo^^
NICE LOR . =/
Honeydew de . LOL .
Pantene [[: [ Don know spell correct anortt ]
Hmmm . Don't know today going out anot ?
I wanna buy something at Lot 1 ]]:
But no one peii me go . -.-
Lols . Nevermind .
See how bahh .

P.s : I am scared to loose you . I love you ..

Yasmin Ni Mama

2009-10-03T02:55:00.000-07:00

See that guy up there ?
I can't forget him ..
I seriously can't ..
This past 4 months ..
I still can't forget him .
I just can't ...
I told him before that i won't love him ever again ..
But i guess i was pretending , crapping ..
I really love him ..
I can't forget him ..
I once slashed for him ..
Thats all because 我太爱你了 ...
]]:

I am tired

2009-10-03T02:38:00.000-07:00

Why am i living in this world ?
Full of craps ...
Everything's my fault .
No one understands me at all ...
I wanna die ...
I really wish to ...
But i just can't bear to let go everything ...
Those people who i really love ...
I can't let them go ...
I can't ...

Will you simply understand me ...

Went westmall with Xueting just now .
Bought loads of stuffs .
Bought Earrings ,
Eyeshadows ,
many many more ...
After that when on bus back home .
Saw Eric . Talked to him .
Then went back home .
Emo-ed all the way .
Feeling damn damn weak .
Stood at my window , Listened to songs .
Then started drizzling .
I continued standing there ..
I dont know why , i started to cry ...
and as i cry ... This time ..
I really can feel that myself is real sad ...
I wanted to forget someone ..
But its harder than i thought ..
I wanted to slash , but i didn't ..
I went to my bedroom ..
Cried , tried to stop my breathing ..
But i can't ..
I really need someone to understand me ..
why isn't there anyone out there to understand me ..
Why am i always in the wrong ..
Why am i always the one getting hurt ..
Why must everyone leave me ..
Why can't i smile everyday ...
Why can't i live one day with peace ..
Why am i living in pain everyday ..
Why ...
Anyway , i will be switching off my phone everyday from now on ..
So anytime i will just die ..
Isn't it better ? ..
I am really tired ..
Why am i putting a fake smile on my face everyday ? ..
Why ..

Your mother say : " Why are they so heartless .. ? "

Why does it hurts so much

2009-10-01T23:15:00.000-07:00

lets talk bout yesterday ..
stayed at home .
Cos Ben working yesterday so no one acc me go out . LOL
then stayed at home , kinda no mood too .
Cried and shared my problems with Weisiong .
He very ke lian . When he comforting me , he died in his game=/
Im sorry lor . LOL .
Then he keep passing me tissue .
His one hand on the mouse one hand passing me tissue .
Cute lah my brother . haha .
Then he told me that they aint worth for my tears .
He said " If you really can't bear to end this friendship with them ,
then wait for them .. and one day they shall come back to you .. "
But i told him i don't wanna wait anymore .
I just want them to regret .
Then after that Guang Sheng and his baby came to our house .
Then they went out .
My bro asked me want go out anot .
Cos i know they confirm want go chiong de . zzz .
Is they see me like very lonely then ask me want anot .
Then i said don want .
stayed at home the whole day .
Having cramp too .
untill this morning wake up , didn't have the energy to go to school .
So told my mom and i continue to rest .
untill like 10 plus wake up .
Texted Uncle .
Blahhblahblahhh .
Then around when my sch end le ,
Roslina , FZM , Jiawei came and visit me .
Then later around night going out bahh .
Thats all for today i guess .
Another day is just ending like this ...

Will someone simply grab me .. I am falling ..

2009-10-01T20:41:00.000-07:00

Heyy guys .
Something wronggg with my playlist .
Feeling fucked up right now .

Your mother is having C.R.A.M.P

Sometimes i need someone to understand me too

2009-09-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

YO EARTHLINGS[[:
Yesterday was an EMO dayyyy ~~~~~~~
went slacking yesterday .
Met angelina .
Then got people follow .
zzz .
Then reached 367 , Sebas and Ken came too .
then blahhh blah blahhh .
Sebas keep bully me . LOL .
then went Goodview Garden to meet Dayana they all .
Blah blah blah .
And i lost friends .
Cried a lot , even banged the wall , jumped down from railings ,
screamed a lot , drink my tears ...
You may think i am mad , yes i am .
I even drink my blood before .
I dont care .
I really don care . I am tired . Tired of everything .
I am left with nothing ... NOTHING ...
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME ...
NO ONE ...
I wanted to slash yesterday ...
It really hurt me a lot .. A lot ..
I am living in pain everyday ..
No one knows. .
My wrist got no space for my to even slash anymore .
Its not fun anymore .
I can only keep the pain inside me now .
I am thinking this morning .
PSLE's coming . How to sit for it ?
My hand ... I can't even hold a pen properly ..
everytime get scolded by teacher cause of my hand writing .
Unless i die , and i need not to care so much ,
stress so much , get hurt anymore ...
this morning already quarreled with HIM ...
You dont understand me .
FEAR . You know whats that .
Please ..
Understand me will you .
Only my diary understands me ..
No mood today .
Thats all .
Goodbye .

Your mother is tired .

DINOSAURS\m/

2009-09-29T08:39:00.000-07:00

Heyy guyys[[:
These two screamo songs are stucked in my headddd
Congratulations , i hate you By Alesana
Freaxxx by Brokencyde ;D
Love it man , wooohuuu .
haha . Shall not go on anymore .
Nights , guys .

Emo isn't me .

JEALOUSY

2009-09-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

I am tired ......
Real tired ....
I am happy , but sad at the same time ...
I cant breathe ...
I can't seem to stand up from every fall .
I can't ... I am useless ...
I create trouble for everyone , and hurt everyone around me ..
Untill they are all leaving me one by one ...
but why can't you guys just give me a chance ?
I am stabbing real hard inside me ...
Everynight i am crying silently .
Who knows how hard i am living in my life everyday ?
No one ...
I really wanna thank some of the people in my life .
Seriously ...
Perhaps i will cry tonight , or maybe forever .
But i will NOT slash .
WILL NOT .
I am tired of slashing .
Why waste my blood ?
but i just wish to CRY TILL I DIE ......
I am tired ...
Why is my life like this ?
Why .......

Dont force me , i will DIE ...

2009-09-27T05:57:00.000-07:00

That's an overdue picture , relax , guys[[:
I wont slash again .
Hmmm . Got nothing to say about today .
Just one word .
TIRED .
Haha . really feel like sleeping man !
zzz . haha .
Thats all for now .
Shall post tmr[[:
GOODNIGHTS !

Your Mother Rocks

Baby are you down down down ?

2009-09-26T21:59:00.000-07:00

Heyy , earthlinggs[[:
Feeling better now[[:
I will stay strong , like what i always had been saying .
You may see me struggle , but you will never see me fall[[:
Yeahh . Cried a lot last night .
Thanks everyone for counciling me .
This morning when i woke up
Everything's different .
I looked up to the sky ..
and i even stared at the scars on my wrist ..
Some are deep .
But well . I did regret .
After every slash , i am loosing things .
Well . I am left with nothing right now .
I will just stop slashing .
I promise .
But i can't promise you guys one thing .
Which is that i won't stop crying everynight .
Everynight i will sure stare at my wrist ..
And unhappy memories will just flash back .....
My tears wouldn't stop rolling down .
Well , no need to worry anymore .
I will stay strong .
No matter what happens .
I will just smile everyday ,
tell myself everything's gonna be fine .
I WILL START A NEW LIFE FROM NOW ON .

I mean it .
you will see a new Yasmin from now on .
I meant it this time .
And , one more thing[[:
If you guys think that just becos i need you guys in my life ,
then treat me like DOG .
then kindly F*** off , please .
I CAN BE INDEPENDENT , ALONE .
[[: I love myself , i trust nobody but myself .

Your mother is a FREAK !

Don't force me

2009-09-26T03:39:00.000-07:00

Didn't really have the mood today .
Mother fucker ...
My life SUCKS totally ...
AND MY FAMILY's MAD .
TOTALLY . I MOTHER FUCKING HATE HIM .
CCB . I REALLY FEEL LIKE ENDING MY LIFE .
WHAT . WANT HIT ME ? COME LA .
I HAD ENOUGH .
MOTHER FUCKER .
EVERYTIME COME BACK , GAMBLE LOOSE OR WHAT
THEN ? VENT ON ME ? NBCB . OI , KNN .
IM TIRED OF THIS . CCB .
DONT EVER REGRET IF I REALLY KILL MYSELF .
PCB . YOU WANT FORCE ME TILL I DIE IS IT .
NBCCB . I REALLY AM SICK AND TIRED OF THESE .
I GOT NO ONE FUCKING TO TURN TO RIGHT NOW ...
I AM ALL ALONE , SLASHING MY BEAUTIFUL HANDS ...
i am loosing everyone slowly ...
One by one , leaving me ...
I know i did a lot of things to upset or angry you guys ...
But i really want to have another chance ...
Right now i really need one person ...
Who i can really talk to ...
I really wish to DIE ...
I want ... I can't go on anymore ...
God .. ? Why are you so unfair ..
Why is my life so complicating ?
I cant take it , it really hurts a lot ..

Can i end it here ?
Your mother is dying ..

If you wish to

2009-09-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

Went to school as usual .
But was kinda a fucked up day-.-
Motherfucker . First two periods was mother tongue .
Okay luhh .
Din really listen to tcher's CRAPS
I am just feeling kinda left out ...
I dont know .
Then had Eng after that . So happy luhh[[:
Ms maslina weren't in school .
So Mrs soh took over .
Bullied her . Then i ask her whether
if the last two periods she coming .
She said yes .
Then i shouted : YAY ! ILOVEYOU CHER ! YOU ROCK !!! \m/ !!!
Then she ask me keep quiet . HAHAHA
Then suddenly Irfan talked to me .
haha . then Aidil the joker , winked at me .
Then i was stunned . hahaha .
Then went for recess , then when going up to class ,
Irfan & Fathris fought .
COOL MAN . HAHA
They pushed each other . Then they stare at each other .
With those not happy face . i were like asking them to relax .
Then i kena push . puki . LOL . nevermind , used to it[[:
Then when maths class my turn to fight .
I fought with Amin aka the blacky .
Almost slapped him , but Roslina stopped me .
Then blah blah blah .

There is a reason behind everything

2009-09-21T22:19:00.000-07:00

Yeahh . hmmm .
Wanna know something ???
I will change from now on[[:
Changed to what ? I don't know .
But im slowly changing right now ...
I don't wanna be emo all the time .
And i dont wanna care so much now .
I will just let time pass by , and don't think bout so much .
I just wanna lead a happy , exciting life from now on[[:
Firstly wanna thanks Sebastian , for always being there for me when im down ...
when i need you , you'll always be there for me ..
And telling me what to do , guiding me[[:
Thanks .
Secondly , wanna thanks Uncle for giving me this one last chance ...
Really thanks alot[[:
I know that for this past few months , we had been quarreling a lot , a lot ...
But we're always fine after that[[:
Really thank you a lot . For always giving in .
And i really appreciate it ...
Thank you , and iloveyou .
I will definitely treasure you this gan de[[:
Thirdly , Harris[[:
I know you won't give up on me ..
And i know you had been waiting for me this few months ..
But i really won't accept you ..
Also wanna thank you for always being there for me too[[:
Really thank you a lot ...
But i guess we can only be friends ...
Though i can't let you go too ...
Like what i did everyday before i sleep ...
I need to look at your photo ..
And yesterday ...
I saw a person damn looked like you[[:
I were totally MAD ...
after the bus went off , i started screaming : OHMYGOD !!! HARRIS !!! SHIT , HE IS GONE !
Yeah , i admit i still can't let you go ...
But i really don't wanna hurt you , thats why i choose to reject you ..
Still wanna thank you this wonderful friend ... [[:

THanks , everyone[[: Iloveyou guys ...

Uncle , im sorry ...

2009-09-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

I know that i am at wrong ...
And i can't totally blame you for always being jealous ..
But seriously ... Its like ...
I really wont take the initiative to text you first unless you text me first .
I really hope you will give me another chance ...
I already loose a lot of people already lurhh ...
I dont wanna loose you too .

Its not only you ... But me too ...

Suay ?

2009-09-20T06:36:00.000-07:00

Ton-ed ytd night .
all the way at gombak ton .
Then morning went mac eat .
Then blah blah blah .
Around afternoon , got a fucking bangalah that almost kill me .
MOTHER FUCKER .
Spit saliva at me , stare at me , say bad things bout me ?
Its like i don't even fucking know him man .
Wtf lahh . Damn du lan .
I take out penknife ask him what he want .
Then he said nothing .
Then i DAMN DAMN STUPID CAN
wtf lah . I take th penknife cut tio myself .
mother fucker .
fucking blood kept dripping out .
Profusely ehh .
I chua tio siia .
My whole body's like damn damn cold .
Then i feel damn damn weak .
Then walk to mama shop buy plaster & water .
Then when Angelina pour the water on my hand
I shouted damn loud .
Even those malay people look at me =/
its damn effing pain can .
Then i put plaster then blahblahblah .
went to little guilin .
Then on the way , i fucking SPRAINED my leg .
Its like . damn fucking suay .
Reached there , fucking bangalahs keep staring at me .
NBCB .
I stare back them .
Then i shouted the song : FUCK YOU FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH !!!
HaHaHahA
then went back 367 there .
then blahblahblah untill 9 plus g0 h0me .

Your mama

Better a lie that soothes , than a truth that hurts

2009-09-18T19:04:00.000-07:00

Going for piercing end of year .
yesterday went gombak .
Then when at house downstair ,
met Sebastian & Ken & their friends .
Its like what the fuck lahh .
Anyway , they are my new friends[[:
Sebastian ; my GOODFRIENDxDD
I ain't really that close to Ken .
Then they asked me go out with them ,
But i dont want .
Then said byebye then walked away .
Took bus to WM .
Meet Cliff and the rest .
Pierced and blah blah blah .
Went back gombak then emo-ed all the way .
Cried alot . But at last i smiled lurhh .
Thanks Sebas and the rest[[:
Then went home around 11 plus , 12 plus .
reached home , bathed and dried hair
Then watch teevee .
Untill i shiok then go sleep .
Then woke up ard 9 this morning .
Later going clementi[[:

Goodbye , folks .

Your Mama[[:

FAZLI , FUCK YOU LA

2009-09-17T21:52:00.001-07:00

Fucked up man .
Real fucked up .
Went to school this morning , woke up at 7am sharp .
Roslina called and we meet up .
went downstair , bought 8 clips .
then tie my hair , go school .
on the way irfan shouted us from his block .
Then he asked us to wait for him .
Then we wait . Went school together .
Didn't really talk to Irfan .
But i don't know why , he somehow don't dare to disturb me anymore .
Then Had 1st lc paper .
Was mother tongue .
Shivering all the way .
Heart pounded damn effing fast .
Then went for recess .
During recess , Fazli disturb me .
I not happy , push him .
Then went hall , sit sit sit
Then fazli keep turning behind talk to me
Laugh laugh laugh
Then went back class for 2nd lc paper .
English . Still okay lahh .
Not so difficult .
Then cb .
Halfway , i can't hear .
Then i asked cher i can move to the ffront anot .
Then she say okay , then i moved .
Then cb . The fucking fan above me , is like dripping dirty water .
I cant really concentrate on my paper lor .
Then Fazli keep staring at me .
Then i also stare back .
When end le , went hall .
Then release us .
Fucking Fazli , go slap my wrist .
The place where i slashed .
CB . THE FUCKING BLOOD KEEP DRIPPING .
NBCB . ITS DAMN EFFING PAIN CAN
when walking , reaching home soon
I really cannot tahan the pain .
Then after that i jitao squat down .
Mother fucker .
Then Fazli from opposite block , with Adisufi they all , stare at me .
Then i cried sia !
OHMYGOD LAH .
Then more and more people gathering around me .
puki .
Then went home , blah blah blah and now here blogging .

Yasmin your mother -

MUHD IRFAN . YOU GOT NO DICK

2009-09-16T03:39:00.000-07:00

You think i girl then good to bully is it ? Fuck .
if you really enjoy having SEX so much , then go Geylang .
Find all sorts of kind . puki .
You wanna fuck me ehh ? come on lahh .
Your dick just like so damn fucking small , BOY .
not fit to put into my pussy lahh hor .
nbcb . You pulled my sexband . Touched me .
Fuck , what more you wanna do ?
You wanna fuck me ? Go surgery first luhh hor .
Nbcb . You're making me pissed off .
I really have enough , boy .
Motherfucker .
In school everytime call me Names , and everything .
I already tahan alr sia . What more you freaking want ?
You jealous i got tits right . CCB .
You better watch out la hor .
You think what . You dye hair and everything , BENG AHH ? Knn .
Cao ah beng lahh . Pussy .
You no hair lah . fuck . That time quarrel with Aidil and Fathris , then you cry alr .
Alamak . PLEASE LA , cao ah gua . KNN .
YOU GOT NO FUCKING HAIR MAN
Go fuck the wall better la hor . Nahbuehccb .
You think my tits grow for you to touch uhh ?
I kick your dick alr good le ahh .
you lucky i never use my penknife cut you okay .
I really DAMN DAMN DAMN pissed off with YOU , MOTHERFUCKER .
You go home lick your mother pussy , suck your mother breast lurhh .
NBCB . Or go watch porn , make yourself horny and fuck with gays lurhh .
NEED ME GIVE YOU WEBSITE ANOT .http://www.xnxx.com/
nbcb . I damn pissed off with you , boy .
You must be happy that i create this post , specially talking bout you ehh .
You're welcome . no need thanks me .
Mother pussy . I AM DAMN PISSED OFF WITH YOU , YOU , YOUUUUUUUUUUU .
Aidil is much more better than you man . though he also sometimes will disturb me .
but he know what's LIMIT . HE WONT BE LIKE YOU . MOTHER FUCKER .
ccb lurhh you . no dick , no hair , no gf too lurhh .
PUKI . My ahgong's dick can function better than yours la .
You go let the geylang girls suck your dick lah .
Nbcb . There's a limit to my patience , boyy .
LIMIT . OK . LIMITT , mother fucker .
You think everytime i keep quiet when you disturb me , means i nice to disturb ?
Fuck your mother asshole lah hor .
Knnnbccb , fuck your mother pussy asshole .
Nbcb . Go home suck your mother fucking tits lahh .
Together with your Father gangbang her lah . or want plus your lil bro ?
then threesome .
nbcb . I HATE YOU .
HEARD IT ?!?!?! I , HATE , YOU !
Mother fucker .

2009-09-14T06:59:00.000-07:00

When You're Gone

Nothing much to say .
Just that ... In school .
Emo-ing all the way ...
In the morning
The moment i saw him .
I didn't even have the courage to look at him .
He kept talking to Jiawei .
And untill Health Education .
Mr Adib talked about STRESS .
MY face look STRESSED .
He asked me .
What am i stressed about ?
I said Friendship .
And i looked at him .
Seriously .
I don't wanna loose a friend again .
I am facing this kind of problems everyday .
I AM TIRED .
TIRED OF EVERYTHING ...
Went for recess ...
He suddenly talked to me .
I stared at him for a moment .
I was shocked ? somehow ...
I smiled to him .
And i started feeling kinda better .
After school , went library to meet Them .
Went home together .
And thats the time when i saw him walking infront of me , and im looking at his back ...
And he just said " Bye "
Went home .
And went downstair for afew hours alone ...
Thats all for today .
Goodbye , folks .

Yasmin -

Boy , i really just wanna thank you to just talk to me again .
It really meant alot to me though you just said those simple sentences ...
I really apprecitate it alot . ALOT .

2009-09-13T07:24:00.000-07:00

HEYYY !
Aku am back .
xDDDDD
Did nothing much today .
Stayed at home .
Only for morning , went Bugis with mum and Cousin .
then blahblahblah .
Thats all .
Am gonna be kinda inactive .
will be less online and everything .
So anything just contact me through PHONE
I've changed my number(:
Gooodbye .

Fuck you . I am your mother .

2009-09-01T23:33:00.000-07:00

Love hurts

Haix , love seriously hurts ...
Yiqing mama , don't saddsad le narhhx):
iloveyou , mama ...
Dont sad le ...
i dont wanna you to leave ...
Though we're just gans .
and we don't really know each other ...
But mama ... I dont wanna you to leave me ...
Alright .
No more sadsad le . =)
Anyway .
Really am looking forward for this Sat .
Very 1st outing with
Xue ting
Diyana
Siew Ting
haha . =)
Going Bugis . WOOOOTS
its daarnn effing long since i last went there !
haha . Am gonna shop till i drop .
kekes .
Thats all for today i guess .
Goodbye !

I am your Mother

2009-08-31T09:22:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i hope someone could understand me too ...

Went slacking today .
Thought of going lot1 actually ,
but kinda like no mood .
Anyway .
Had changed my playlist to all screamo songs ...
Except for the 1st song ...
thats all for today i think ...
Gonna spend my night at downstairs today alone ...
Just wanna watch the beautiful sky ...
Maybe after today , you won't see me tmr .
Goodbye .

Yasmin Is DYING soon ...

2009-08-30T02:07:00.000-07:00

Youre on the phone with your girlfriend, shes upset
Shes going off about something that you said
Cause she doesnt get your humor like I do
Im in my room, its a typical Tuesday night
Im listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And shell never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
Shes cheer captain and Im on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what youre looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that Im the one who understands you
Been here all along so why cant you see
You belong with me, you belong with me

Walkin the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isnt this easy

And youve got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say youre fine, I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
[ Taylor Swift Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Shes cheer captain and Im on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what youre looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that Im the one who understands you
Been here all along so why cant you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you drivin to my house in the middle of the night
Im the one who makes you laugh, when you know youre bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know its with me

Cant you see that Im the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why cant you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time How could you not know
Baby you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe you belong with me
You belong with me

2009-08-29T23:48:00.000-07:00

Kinda tired today .
Slept late yesterday .
Hmm , had been chiong-ing Yongjie's b'day card
these few days .
Damn tired lah can . -.-
Not sure whether going out today .
Kinda no mood too .
Not sure whether tmr going sch not .
I lost my PE shirt too . -.-
Donnoe where the fxck had it gone too .
ZzzZ . Forget it .
Will see how ?
My blogger's like totally Fucked up . -.-
Can post with colors .
But still can't fxcking upload pics .
Damn dulan . -.-"
Forget it .
Gooooodybye .

I am Your Mother

The more you love the more i hate

2009-08-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

Finally is the word -.-
Hmmmm .
Went home straight after my school end .
Pon-ed my chi remedial . { Yaaaays ! }
Didn't go for my chi remedial for like weeks
already . I seriously hate chi man !
It Sucks to the core . -.-
Whatever .
Walked in the rain ,
when on the way back home .
During my chi paper today ,
was emo-ing all the way .
Didn't really have the mood today .
My maths paper two , out of 50 i got
23 , Fail .
Gotta see how my paper one goes ?
ZzzzZ , whatever lah .
As if i cares ? -.o ?
Had fun during art lesson .
Bullied a lot of people .
This is my life .
Go to school , either emo or bully people . =D
Well . Don't care .
Tomorrow sci test .
But as im Em3 , so its just a small quiz .
Sa1 was Fazli copying mine .
Now i want copy his' too . =D
Who ask him fated to sit beside me . -.-
Whatever . Thinking bout 1st sep
teachers day ...
Aces day { Don't know how spell } ...
Fxcked up .
Need wear PE . _l_
I hate to wear PE man . -.-
I never wear before PE shirt .
Fxck . _l_
Maybe will pon school .
See how .
Alright .Thats all for today .
Goooooooooooooooooooooooodbyee

I Am Your Fxcking Bitchy Mother\m/

Forgive and forget { I can't . }

2009-08-26T04:07:00.000-07:00

Hey Earthlings , =D
Maybe will be closing down my blog soon .
Don't miss me too much alright .
Hmmm , anyways .
Had made up my mind .
Maybe as the time pass by ,
i will try to get into relationship .
With who ? i don't know . =)
I do have someone in my mind right now ...
But i don't know whether is he the real one(:
Well . Lets just give it a try .
but i seriously can't promise that i can
be a good stead ? hmmm .
alright .
Kinda little bit no mood to go on anymore .
By the way uncle .
Just don't think that way alrights .
Seriously , maybe its me who's the one that don't
understand you .
But just want you to know , no matter what .
We're gonna be gans forever alright(:
Thats all for today .
Goooooodybye .

I am your Fxcking Bitchy Mother .

No use crying over spilt milk

2009-08-25T00:26:00.000-07:00

I know we should just Let bygones be bygones .
But i seriously don't know why , i can't let go of my past .
Every time when i think back my past ,
i don't know why too .
I just can't stop crying when i think back my past ...
I know i should just let go of my past ,
and continue with my present life .
But i don't know why . I can't .
I know you may think that im useless .
Up to you to think .
Forget it .
Just kinda no mood to go on anymore .
Goooooooodbye .

Yasmin-Your-Fxcking-Mother\m/

2009-08-24T03:07:00.000-07:00

As you've seen in the previous post .
Kinda no mood today .
Anyways .
Will be changing number soon alrights(:
will text you guys .
Thats all for today .
Gooooodbye .

Yasmin-Your-Fxcking-Mother\m/

Words are easier said than done

2009-08-24T02:37:00.000-07:00

It hurts . Seriously am gonna let you go .
No guys are trustable .
I hate this life .
I can't face you .
I cant stand up . thanks to you .
I will just promise to myself to forget you .
I will let you go .
Thanks for everything .
Just go on with you life without me .
That is all .
This is the end of our story .
So much for my happy ending ...
Its too late now for you to change .
Perhaps it'll be better for us if we choose to let go
of each other .

Yasmin-Your-Mother\m/

All this time you were pretending , so much for my happy ending ...

2009-08-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

Did nothing much today .
But just one word to say about today
Fcuked up .
Seriously . And well . my blogger got some problem . -.-
Cant upload pictures .
Sad ah . Hmmm , and i can't post with color .
Sad right . -.-"
Ohh well . Don't wanna care so much right now .
Anyway . Am looking forward about buying Acoustic guitar .
Hmmm , wanna learn Avril's songs .
My happy ending is one of them . ;D like it so much .
Avril & Sum41 rocks ! xDDD
Well , hope myself can recover soon ah .
If not tomorrow i go to school ,
will be sent home by teacher again-.-"
Then people thought i ran away from school .
Haha . Anyway , yesterday went to westmall with
Angelina . Bought some makeup items .
Wanted to post it up here . But cant .
Something wrong with my blogger .
Hope it will soon be back to normal ?
Lols . Thats all for today i think .
Shall post next time when im free .
Gooooooooooooooodbyeee , folks !

Yasmin-Your-Mother★

2009-08-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

Don't know what had happened to me now-a-days .
Seriously , my life had changed ...
I want to go back to my past .
I seriously does want .
This life i'm having right now , isn't really what i want .
Firstly , Harris .
I'm sorry . But perhaps if you've changed now for me , then its too late .
In the past , you've hurt me so much . I am really tired .
Real tired ... And its because of YOU , why I'm having such a life now ...
I couldn't stand up . Seriously .
Its all too late now , Harris .
I'm sorry . Just give up on me ...
I couldn't get into any relationships now too ...
I am just so so tired of it .
I've got no faith in it now .
Harris , i hope you understand me .
Stop wasting your time on me .
Go on with your life , forget about me .
I ain't worth for you .
I just ain't worth for anything , anyone .
I can't predict what will happen to me in future , seriously .
Maybe forever i won't be able to get into any relationships ...
Seriously , i just can't trust any guys now .
I can't open my heart for anyone ...
And , please people .
STOP JUDGING ME .
Just get a fucking life , PLEASE .
Yes , I'm a bitch .
But do you think i have a choice ?
And Angie . You can say I'm trying to act mature .
Please . You think you're that Fucking perfect ?
PLEASE LA . Fuck off , bitch .
Mother fucker . You know how sad & angry i were when the moment
i heard that ? _l_ Look at yourself in the mirror , before saying others .
fuck you . You forced me to use these words on you , bitch .
Fuck . I know you liked Yongjie . And he likes you too .
Then ? Wu seh ah ? Mother fucker .Go let bangalah fuck you la hor .
Ccb . I'm sorry , but you seriously PISSED ME OFF .
Lets end this friendship if you want .
Seriously , am so tired of everything now . _l_
Nobody understands me .
Even you , Yong choon .
Seriously , just wanna end everything now .
Angie , really . I treat you as my friend .
and this is what i got from you ?
When you need me , i one word also didn't say .
And go find you . This is what i get in the end ?
Fuck . I am just so damn dumb .
Oh well , i don't care now .
Up to you . Am just so tired .
So , so tired . If you wish to end this friendship , i don't care .
Whatever is what i have to say .
Now i just have to live on with my life .
Thanks Uncle(: I know you're always here with me .
Really appreciates it .
Thank you . I love you(:
That's all . Got nothing to say .
Am so tired physically and in my feelings .
Gooooooooooooodbyyyyyye , folks .
Nightnight .

Yasmin-Your-Mother★

2009-08-10T04:25:00.000-07:00

Today , did nothing much .
Went slacking around 12 plus .
Then went to Xiaoguiling .
Its so damn hot can .
Went to walk the path that has closed down .
Wow , what a walk . (!)
I almost fell . -.-
My head was like so damn pain can .
But i still continued to walk the path .
damn it , i walked halfway .
i heard some noises .
Then i told my friends .
Then we walked off that place .
So scary can (!)
what the sia .
It was a park .
But had closed down .
Were only 4 person ehh .
I'm walking in between them .
Haha . I almost screamed .
And when we got out , my whole shirt were like soaked sia .
Haha . Then my hair's like just finished taking a bath . -.-
WET & SOAKED . Haha .
Then walked back to batok .
On the way , bought BubbleTea ahh . {Drippps saliva}
The bubbletea was nice ah .
Then i was having a throbbing headache .
Seriously damn pain (!)
Urghhhh . Then i told them that i really need to go home .
My bubbletea drink halfway only , then i threw it away .
Really cannot tahan .
Then i walked back home .
Reached home , rest-ed .
And wake up , eat medi .
Then went to sleep again .
Then wake up again , to have my dinner .
And bathe-ed .
Now here blogging . Haha .
Hope i will get well soon .
My throat hurts too):
Okay . Blog till here .
Shall blog some other time(:
Goodbyeeeeeeeeee , Folks !

Yasmin-Your-Mother .

2009-08-05T21:17:00.000-07:00

I will seriously treasure the memories we had in the past , girl .
You're the best girl i've ever seen .
Thank you , girl .
Thanks for always being being there for me when i need you .
I seriously appreciate it . =)
I love you .
Now that we can't really spend lots of time together , but
just wanna you to know .
You still lives in my heart .
I love you .
I will seriously treat you like my sister .
My own blooded sister .
Thank you once again .
Love you ,
Yasmin sister .

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Alright(:
hmmmm .
It had been a super super tired days these few months .
All the up and downs i had been through .
Had finally come to an end .
I'm together sad & happy .
sad for myself .
All the things that i've been through during these months .
Happy that it had finally come to an end .
Yeah . i should just stand up .
Face this world .
Start afresh .
I seriously wanna thanks all my friends , sisters , brothers , gans .
seriously . Thank you .
The world ain't complete without you guys(:
Haix . though its quite a sad experience for me .
But well .
I feel so happy that it seriously had come to an very end .
I'm really tired during that period .
Serious .
I thought of dying .
But thought back ,
its not worth seriously .
I have all i want .
I have my friends , Sisters , Brothers and Gans .
Why do i still want to say byebye to this beautiful world ? =)
I still want to go on with my life .
I'll be stronger each time i fall .
So yeah .
=) You will see a new Yasmin from now on .
I wont be like the past ,
a girl who will just cry after everything .
I won't . yes , maybe i'll cry .
but i won't forever stay in the sadness .
I will stand up , and get go on with my life again .
=)
Thanks everyone .

P.s : When you're feeling empty , keep me in you're memory .

monday , 20july ...

2009-07-19T21:04:00.000-07:00

hmmm , haaix ...
kinda n0 m00d . =(
ytd my 2nd br0 g0t an m0t0r accident ... =(
why my 2 br0s 0s0 kena accident . -.-
wth .... ytd wennt wid Gerald t0 h0spital
t0 visit weisi0ng .
haaix ... wala0 . sadd siaa .
his knee br0ke int0 2 . 0uch ...
=( haaix ... he t0dae 0perating ...
h0pe evrything will b fine .
ii wanna c th past him .
th hyper him .
ii wann t0 get high wid him at hme .
ii wann t0 sing s0ngs tgthr widd him . =(
cried ytd nite whn ii slpp ...
its lyyk ... wahal0 ...
th feeling ... euure br0ther , sddnly m0t0r accident .
haaaix ... happen t0 miie 2nd tyym n0w le .
=( haaix ... damn sadd laahs ...
he cnnt m0ve n0ww ... he m0ve abbit nia jiu paain .
haaix . laater visiting him . maayb tiis few daes will less 0n9 bahhs ...
jus text miie if euure finding miie l0rhhhs ... =(
damn sad laahs ... n0w th h0use lyyk damn damn quiet l0rhhs ...
ii feel s0 unc0mf0rtable widd0ut him ...
haaix ... my bigbr0 re-service .
den 2nd br0 in h0spital ... =(
haaix . sadd . hmmm =(
h0pe he will get well real s00n l0rhhs .
seri0usly ... =( haaix .

2009-07-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

h0h0h0s , paisehh ahhs . s0 l0ng b0 p0st le . -.-
my bl0g is DEAD . hahhaas .
alright . hmm , lets t0kk b0ut ytd .
my birthdae . =)
wennt d0wn .
den slack slack slack .
saaw Aishah , Fatin and Hanisah they all .
den thy passed miie presents . =) anw .
Thaaaaaaaaaanks ! =D
den aafter tht Harris texted miie , saae waad gibb miie surprise .-.-
ii waas lyyk wth , CRAPS .
0hh well . den aafter tht , wennt g0mbak thhr . ( new slaacking place )
den Yongchoon came .
den aafter tht is Roslina came . HAHA .
hmm , den d0nn0e waad happen .
den Yongchoon sddnly saae wanna g0 k0pitiam da ba0 .
den ii acc-ed .
den b0ught his f00d .
went back thr .
he sddnly saae feel unc0mf0rtable .
den he 0wnself went k0pitiam eaat l0rhhs .
den aafter tht , we all decided t0 g0 Xiaoguiling thhr .
wth laahs . creepy . =/ really siaa . my haair standd-ed up .
ii kipp squuuuueeeeeeeeeezing Yongchoon's hand .
hahahahahs . =/ ii s0 bastard . -.-
kekes . 0hh well . he d0n mind maahhhs .
hahahas . den thy sddnly sang happy birthday s0ng t0 miie .
WOWWWWWWWWW ! ii was surprised !!! kekekes .
den evry0ne saee all th0se g00d things t0 miie ...
aww , s0 shwiit . =( ii alm0st cry 0n th sp0t siaa .
hahahas . 0nie Yongchoon b0 saae .
den aafter tht , when walking , we felt tired .
den we sat d0wn at th r0cks .
den Yongchoon sat bside miie .
den he whispered t0 miie happy b'day .
=) kekes .
Thaaanks Choon k0r ! hehes . =) il0vey0u , k0r .
hmm . den wennt bk t0 th playgr0und aafter tht .
den wennt hme l0rhhs .
den angie cme my h0use .
untill 1 plus den she g0 hme .
hmmm , den t0dae m0rninqqq wake up .
texted Yongchoon & darlinqq .
den met Yongchoon ard 3 plus .
den we 2 slack till ard 7 plus , Jiawei they all den j0in .
hmm . Damn hyper whn widd Yongchoon k0rk0r laahs .
hahahahahahas , ii kiip slapp him =/ HAHAH .
den he sayang miie . HAHA !
hmmm . den wennt hme ard 10 plus .
reaaached hse 0utside , sddnly t0uch my p0cket .
NO KEY . wth . hse n0 ppl .
-.- g00d game . hahas .
den ii call-ed Weimin k0r .
den he chii0ng bk hme l0rhhs .
he br0ught Kevin thy all .
hmm . my k0r damn funny siaa .
he maciam advertising f0rhh Michael Jackson .
wth laahs , he kipp saeing g00d things b0ut him .
den sh0wwed Kevin thy all his vids . LOL .
den ii c00ked maggie , and here bl0gging . =)

P.s : Everything's too late for me to regret now .

2009-07-12T03:54:00.000-07:00

muhahahahahs , Darlinqqq ! w0ainizxsxz !!!
kekes . 120709 .
my everrrr 1stttt gan stead . hahas .
il0vey0us . =D

2009-07-11T03:25:00.000-07:00

hmmm , wennt slaacking widd my bitch(:
miit her @ under her bl0ckk .
den wennt t0 neaar my hse thhr de mama sh0pp .
she b0ughht cup n00dles .
LOL . den we satt @ th chaairs thrr .
sddnly her br0 was @ th sh0pp t00 .
den she " psssssttttttttt " @ her br0 .
LOL . den he l00ked @ her .
den blah blah blahhhs .
den aafter she eaat finish , wennnt t0 425 .
hmmm , den wennt thhr , sit sit .
den g0t these 3 lil kidds .
we were @ th playgr0und .
den thy were lyyk trying t0 impress us siaa . -.-
WTH laahs .
thy were dancing thhr , den thyy smile @ us .
den miie and Serin were lyyk laaufing till s0 damn damn mad !!!
LOLS !!! den aafter tht we cnnt tahan ,
we waalked t0 3 head thhr .
den decided t0 g0 g0mbak .
den waalked t0 g0mbak .
walk walk walk , we suddenly lyyk damn madd .
LOLS . well , thts us(:
den we kipp c0mplaining th weather damn h0t & th drain damn smelly . -.-
LOL !!! muhahahaha .
hmmm , den reaached thhr , we waalked ard lyyk ah siiaaa0 sia .
den wennt t0 see skinny jeans .
den waalk t0 sh0p&save .
b0ughht Merci ch0c0 .
den ii saaw Eddie 0ng .
but he lyyk s0meh0w d0n rec0gnise miie . -.-
0kkays . waadeva .
den we went Dazhong thr sitt .
wth , we damn damn damn damn laameeeee laahs .
we use th ch0c0s den we sciss0rs paper st0ne .-.-
LOL !!!
den awhile laater , wennt bk t0 bat0k .
0n th waae , passed by Fazli's hse .
he l00ked aat us niaa .
hahahas . den walk walk walk .
den saaw a grp 0rbb paikias . den we waalk away , walked 1 big r0und
jus t0 av0id dem . LOLS .
den waalk till 425 agaain .
den decided t0 g0 0utside 0urr schh de chaairs thhr .
th red chaairs .
den wth . -.- g0t 1 aunty dwn thr , enj0ying her slp .
den we sitt jus 1 chaair away fr0m her .
s0mem0re we lyyk n0t sh0utting 0r waad .
we jus laauf . den wth . -.-
she turnn andd saae " Ehh , why s0 n0isy ? " den she diaa0 us .
knn . ii alm0st wanna beaat her siaa . -.-
but ii n0t s0 bastard . =D
Serin wanted t0 disturb her , thr0w ch0c0 aat her den za0 . LOL .
but ii sae d0n waan ahhs .
den staay thr awhile , jiu g0 le .
wennt bk t0 425 . -.- hahahas .
den we saat neaar th k0pitiam .
den sddnly g0t tiis bangalahs waalk pass . -.-
thyy starred at Serin .
cb . s0mem0re lyyk th0se teeg0 pehhs . -.- _l_
h0ng gan . den ii jita0 lyyk 0hhmyg0d .
den Serin damn angry . jita0 sh0utt " Waad stare stare ahhs ? "
den ii c00led her dwn . LOLS .
den wennt my hse dwnstr de mama sh0pp aafter tht .
g0t tiis van .
wanted t0 turn . wtf . he alm0st bangg miie and Serin .
-.- den we walk l0rr . den acc-ed her g0 mama sh0p buy n00dle , den went hme .
reaached hme , here bl0gging . =D

P.s : All good thing always comes to an end .

2009-07-09T17:27:00.000-07:00

sum41 - With me

I dont want this moment ,
to ever end ...

Where everything's nothing ,
without you ...

I'd wait here forever just to ,
to see you smile .

Cause its true ,
i am nothing without ... you .

Through it all
i've made my mistakes
i stumble and fall .
But i mean these words .

I want you to know ,
with everything ,
i won't let this go ...

These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know ,

As i'll bleed heart out to show
and i won't let go ...

thoughts read unspoken ,
forever and now ...

And pieces of memories
Fall to the ground ...

I know what i didn't have so
I wont let this go ...

Cause its true ,
i am nothing without ... you .

All the streets ,
where i walked alone
with nowhere to go
have come to an end .

I want you to know ,
with everything ,
i won't let this go ...

These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know ,

As i'll bleed heart out to show
and i won't let go ...

In front of you eyes ,
it falls from the skies .
When you don't know what you're looking to find ,

In front of you eyes ,
it falls from the skies .
When you just never know what you will find ...

I dont want this moment ,
to ever end ...

Where everything's nothing ,
without you ...

I want you to know ,
with everything ,
i won't let this go ...

These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know ,

As i'll bleed heart out to show
and i won't let go ...

I want you to know ,
with everything ,
i won't let this go ...

These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know ,

As i'll bleed heart out to show
and i won't let go ...

2009-07-09T17:25:00.001-07:00

Sum41 - Pieces .

I tried to be perfect ,
but nothing was worth it .
I don't believe it makes me real .

I thought it'd be easy ,
But no one believes me ,
I meant all the things i said .

If you believe its in my soul ,
I'd say all the words that i know ,
Just to see if it would show ,
That im trying to let you know ,
That im better off on my own .

This place is so empty ,
my thoughts are so tempting ,
I don't know how it got so bad .

sometimes its so crazy ,
that nothing can save me ,
buts its the only thing that i have .

If you believe its in my soul ,
I'd say all the words that i know ,
Just to see if it would show ,
That im trying to let you know ,
That im better off on my own .

I tried to be perfect ,
it just wasn't worth it .

Nothing could ever be so wrong .
Its hard to believe me ,

It never gets easy ,
I guess i knew that all along .

If you believe its in my soul ,
I'd say all the words that i know ,
Just to see if it would show ,
That im trying to let you know ,
That im better off on my own .

2009-07-07T19:26:00.000-07:00

2009-07-04T08:47:00.001-07:00

LOLS . ii g0ne missing alr .
wthh .
hmmmm , ii really h0ppe th 2 r0bbers cn kenna caaaught s00n . =(
ii miss my f0nne ... haaaix ...
Anw , habb channged my num t0 92286978
s0 anitiin jus c0ntactt tht num .
hmmm ...
1stly , wanna thaank Uncle Raymond , f0rhh being thrr f0rhh miie all th while .
Uncle . ii really appreciate all euure kindness andd evrything . =)
ii kn0e euu jus br0kke upp widd Sabrina . But really wishing euu t0 find euure
Mrs Right s00n alrright . =) euure a nice guy . seri0usly .
th0ugh ii jus n0ee euu f0rhh lyyk weeks nia . But thr0ughh tiis weeks ,
ii really leaarnt al0tt 0rbb thnngs fr0mm euu .
anddd ii really jus wanna thaank euu . really , thaanks al0t . =)
2ndly , Syafiq . =) wanna thaank euu t00 . euure th 0niie guy tht l0vve miie s0 much , syafiq . =) ii l0ve euu . ii seri0usly d0es . ii jus wanna laast l0nnng widd euu , fiq . ii really WANT . andd th pr0mise tht we maade 0n 210609 , will be h0n0ured till ever . =) ii really l0vve euu . ii seri0usly d0es , Fiq .
really wanna thaank all th ppl f0rhh tiis few weeks , f0rhhh supp0rting andd cheering miie up fr0m behind . wh0 is always behind miie all th while . =)
ii really am s0 t0uuched by all 0rbb euure kindness andd all . =)
ii will leaarn t0 be str0ngg . =) ii will jus live my life n0matter waad .
ii pr0mise myself n0t t0 d0 suchh stuuuupid thnngs alr . =)
ii wunnt jumpp d0wn , 0r slaash myself alr . =) ii pr0mise .
ii will jus faace th reality , and widd evry0ne behind miie .
ii believe ii cn . =)
andd widd God wh0 l0ve miie f0rever .
its enuff alr . =) c0shh He l0ve miie . =)
s0 ii'll jus stannd up . Faace tiis w0rldd . which is filled widd happiness ,
excitement , andd many many m0rre . =)

P.s : I've learnt to be strong .

FUCKED UP DAE .

2009-06-26T04:40:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOD . damn suay laaahs .
kena r0bb !
F.U.C.K !
urgggggggghhhhhs !!!
kkaes . wenttt 0ver t0 mitt Syafiq aaat 425 thhr .
but he waas laate , andd ii saaw Yongjie andd jiawei .
den j0ined dem , while waaiting f0rhhs Syafiq t0 arrive .
he waas at Ganesh h0use .
den while slaacking , thhr are 2 guyys ,
nehneh . thy kept staring at miie .
th0tt thyy jus wanan disturb .
den Syafiq caame , den we jus g0 t0 404 ,
den th tw0 guys f0ll0w behind .
cb . we th0t thy wanna disturbb nia .
den OMFG .
ughhhs !
we saat d0wn aat a st0nechair , slaack-ed , den th 2 guys walked away .
den 10 mins laater , thyy c0me bk .
den thyy were h0lding 0n t0 a parang . _l_ , ii chua di0 siaa !
knn , their hands full 0rbb ang0ng laa !
den thyy pulled Syafiq , den we g0 int0 a lift .
den he wanted us t0 put gibb him 0ur valubles .
den we gabb .
aafter when thyy g0ne , 0hmyfxckg0d . miie andd Syafiq were lyyk damn skaared laaa ! FUCK !!! thy used th parang sial ! urghhhh !!!! if n0t paikia , he can rembut dem alr ! but thy arrrrrrrrre !!!!! kaaye fine .
den we panick . jita0 blank . den wennt 0ver t0 Ganesh h0uuuse .
den plannn-ed evvrythng .
den we wennt t0 Syafiq h0uuuse .
aaat 1st were n0 0ne , den we headed t0 carpark , den ...
yeaahhs ... s0methnng happen ...
ii criied . seri0usly . n0 j0ke alright . Syafiq drippp teaars t00 .
euu cn saae him sissy , 0r waad . Euu wanna t0kk b0utt him ? c0me t0kk t0 miie 1st . den awhile laater , =) ii finally saw him smiling . ii t0ldd myself .
What g0ne is g0ne . caant d0 anitin . n0 use regretting t00 .
s0 wennt 0ver t0 Syafiq h0use agaain , his parents were in .
and th mama t0ldd him t0 g0 d0wn t0 findd dda gang .
c0shhh th 2 r0bbery were fr0m a gang called Changi ? LOL .
0k . ii 0niie heard b4 ang soon dong . n0 hear b4 Changi . -.- Changi airp0rt g0t laa . LOL . -.- 0kaeees . n0 j0kking alrr .
den miie , syafiq , ganesh , wennt d0wn t0 findd s0mme 0rbb dda Changi ppl .
den , g0t 2 f0ll0w us g0 bk up t0 Syafiq h0uuuuse .
den blahh blah blahhhhhhs , l0ls . 0ne 0rbb dda paikia use f0ne in dda lift , trying t0 dia0 zui . f0rhhs euure inf0 , tht meaans c0rr ppl d0wn . yeaahs , den hahahahahaahs . guess waad . anthr guyy waas lyyk saaeing " Ehhh , euu d0n acct dia0 zui laahs . d0n tinkk ii d0nn0e . in lift n0 signal 1 . d0n step ahhs . " denn miie andd Syafiq , Ganesh laaauf . den th paikia paiseh . 0hh well .
den wennt t0 his h0uuuse , den settle ? 0kkkaes laahs . n0t really settle .
den th 2 paikia waaas lyyk staaring aat miie thru th wind0w . c0shh ii waas 0uttside 0rbb dda h0use widd Ganesh . den thyy were lyyk sticking their heaads aat dda wind0w . LOL . den Ganesh waas lyyk telling Syafiq . haahas .
hmmmmpfhs , den wennt p0lice stati0n aafter tht .
cb , my br0 aandd his frenns all cme . LOL .
lyyk wanna fight . untill dda 0fficer 0s0 chua di0 . HAHAHAHA .
den aafter tht , Syafiq t0kkked t0 my br0 . den saae waad seen dem b4 aat CsC , neaar westmall thr de .
den aaafter tht , k0rk0r jita0 drive his m0t0r g0 CsC o.o t0 try t0 findd dda tw0 guyys . den he wennt 0rbb , my m0m caame. -.-
den blahblahhhblahhhhs , -.-
wennt hmme after tht . but ii din . ii wennt 0ver t0 425 thhr . wanted t0 findd bk dda tw0 guys o.o LOL . ii waas kidding . -.- LOL !!! n0 laahs . ii wennt thr t0 l00k f0rhhs y0ngjie andd ah fat . den thyy acc-ed miie hme aaafter tht .
hmmmm , n0w its 8.05p.m. . =( ii miss him . haaaix , n0www n0 f0ne t0 c0ntact andd evrything . -.- pcb .
freaaaak dda r0bberies laahs . waan r0bb 0s0 nehhber gibb us 0ur sim caards bk de . HAHAHAHAAH ! =/ 0kkaes . ii seems 0kaae .
c0shh im DAMN happy tht ii cn b widd him . =DDDDD my parents andd br0 d0n kaare o.o HAHAAH . well , d0 euu tinkk ii kaare b0ut dem ?LOL . kidding .
0kkkkkkkkkkaes , im damn damn damn maddddd n0ww .
ii feel lyyk killing th r0bberies . =( UGHHHHS !!!! s0 anitin jus b lyyk 0ldd tymms de waaes , p0st letters t0 my letter b0x . HAHAHAAHAHAH !!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHU ,

MUHD SYAFIQ BIN ABDULLAH .
I swear i'll be by your side , forevermore . =) i swear .
i really swear . =)
iloveyou .

2009-06-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

hmmmmpfhs , Charmaine mama !!! updated all bc0shh 0rbb EUU !!!! HAHAHAS ,
letss t0kk b0utt t0daaaae .
wennt slaacking @ 5 smmth , den awhile laater Ben j0in-ed .
anw , his my new fren . HAHA ! 0kkaes luhhs . he my br0 fren luhhs , jus tht we're all frens . -.- isn't it all th saame . -.- {slaap 0wnself} Zzzz , kkaes . im crapping alr .
fine , den Ben maake th d0n0e waad magic let miie c . ii jita0 stunn-ed . =/ HAHAS !
ii th0tt ii fever den my mind s0t s0t . HAHAS !
den he teaach miie a damn simple de trick . den ii kipp cnnt . -.- den aafter tht he wennt w0rk le . hahahahahaahs . he nidd t0 w0rkk de , hahahas ! n0tt lyyk miie . -.-
hmmmmmpfhs , den c0ntinue slaacking widd Angelina thyy all , Angie dinn c0me t0dae . _l_ haha . she saae waad " Ahhh , cnnt uhh , g0t c0mp0 ahh . nid t0d0 ahh . " ii jita0 tell ah pui kup th f0ne . -.-
she tuuupid laa .
den Adrian caame , plaayed widd him v0lley , den sdnnly g0t few bangalahs c0mme j0in o.o ii jita0 za0 aat 1st . =/ LOLS !!! laater thyy raise their handd , let miie smell th armpit , ii FAINT ii tell euu . =/ kkaes . im being mean . -.-
hmmmmpfhs , den plaayed v0lley widd th bangalahs urhhs , den Adrian assk dem " uhh , euu all aat India g0t learn v0lleyball ? " den thy replied saeing " Yes . "
hahaahahahahs !!!! den ii jita0 saae : " 0hh , really ? euure c0ach wh0 ahh ? tell him c0me here . " den Adrian laauf o.o LOL !!! funny mehh !!!!
den text-ed baby awhile , den text Ben .
den wennt hme @ 9 smmth , c0shh was sick . den d0n wanna hang 0ut till late laate . { shakes piguuuuu }
hmmmmmpfhs , den went hme widd Angelina .
den reaached hme , andd here bl0gging . =)

P.S : I hate it when the moment you say I Love You .

2009-06-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

Lets t0kk b0ut ytd .
ytd , wennt t0 miit Chester k0rk0r aat 420 thhr .
den baby caame t00 . =)
den Danny , Max , Wei kang 0s0 j0inned .
den wennt t0 425 , slaack-ed d0wn thhr .
baby d0nn wan t0kk t0 miie . =(
den ii jus waalk awaay , den Chester thyy all j0inned miie .
den sddnly baby waalked awayy andd g0 widd his frens . -.-
haaaix , damn sadd + angry urhhs ... he evvrytym g0t frenns d0n wan miie ... =(
hmmmmpfhs , den aafter tht , saat aat f00d li0n thhr , texted baby andd he saae he'll b baack , he jus g0 3 heaad thhr widd frenns , and play guitar 0niie .
laater he will b baack . aat 1st ii th0t he c0ck-ing . -.- LoL , saae will b baack andd all . -.- hhas .
den he really caame bk o.o HHA ! but ii wennt 3 heaad thhr findd him !
hmmmmmmmpfhs , den 0utt 0rbb a sudden , Danny andd Max asked my num fr0m chester . o.o -.-
den ii saaid aniitiin .
den baby wennt Marina widd his c0usin andd relatives ? LOLS .
den texted him .
wennt slaacking aafter tht , den @ 10 smmth , all wennt hme except miie and Angie AGAIN . den aasked ah fat lent miie dda f0ne , c0shh mine b0 batt . andd ii wanna text widd baby . den he wennt hme , andd ii t00k 0ver his f0ne . HAHA !
den waas styling Angie's haair . she saae wan make0ver . den ii saae " 0kkaes l0rhhs , ii helpp euu ! whn euu waan ?? " den she saae ii sia0 . -.- ninnabu . LOLS .
den sddnly 1 gal cme t0 us , assked f0rhhs my num . o.o she saaid her 2 fren wann myy num . ii waas stunn-ed . andd Angie saae t0 miie " Jus gibb lurhhs , maake frenns . " den ii gibb . -.- LOLS !
Den texted baby , andd chatt-ed widd him . ii was c0mplaining tht th weather is s0 damn c0ldd . -.- LOLS !!!
den th 2 guyys f0ll0w us siaa . -.- LOLs ! we were waalking h0me , andd thy f0ll0w-ed . but ii msged him andd aasked dem st0pp f0ll0winggg alrr . LOLs .
den thyy really st0pped .
den wennt hme , gaab ah fat bk his f0ne .
den ii went bk hme . andd bath-ed , slpp . LOLS !

P.S : I love you !!!

2009-06-11T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hmmmphs , wennt slaacking @ 5 smmth ,
but wennt d0wn eaarlier t0 pass s0me0ne thingg .
0n th waae , saaw Santho . asked her t0 acc miie .
den sddnly aaat 324 thhr , saaaw baby andd his peng y0u . =D
den thyy ZUUT miie . LOLS !!! its th s0und urhhs , iidk h0ww t0 saae . -.-
den , ii turn ardd andd smile den walked away . LOLS ! xD
paased her thnngs , den wennt hme . den ardd 5 smmth , aasked all ppl c0me d0wn .
slaacked , andd 6 smmth , baby caame . =) but dinnt rly t0kk urhhs . waas du lan widd him . =/ iidk whyys , s0metimes ii seri0usly caant maake th 5 letter-ed w0rdds c0me 0ut fr0m my m0uth . =/ " s0rry . " nehhneh , its seri0usly damn arhem lurhhs . -.- den slaacked till midnite , all left except f0rhhs miie andd Angie .
sat d0wn thhr . sddnly v0mit o.o , =/ s0mm0re myy tummy lyyk s0 damn paain ._.
haahs . but waas quite 0k aafter tht .
den text-ed baby . kekes .
den ii sdnnly cryy ._. hahas ! hmmmpfhs , thnngs are always getting w0rse ... =(
haaaaix .... wennt hme @ 12 smmth , den waas lyyk laaufing s0 madly widd Angie lurhhs !!! ii laauf till ii alm0st fell d0wn ._. hahas .
wennt hme , text-ed baby . kekes . il0veu, b0ii . =D
reaached hme baathe andd here bl0gging .

P.S : I'm sorry ...

2009-06-10T19:14:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmmphs , lets t0kk b0ut ytd ! xD hmmmmpfhs .
w0ke up @ ardd 11 smth 0r 10 smth ? LOLS . f0rg0t . -.-
den aate breaakfast , slaack-ed aat hme .
s0methin happen , but d0n wanna saae in here . =) n0ww th pr0b has haalf-ly settled urhhs . hehes . =) nehneh luhhs . im jus an dumbass .-.- chicken .
den @ 4 lyyk tht , wennt d0wn , slaccck-ed widd yongjie , ah b00n , ah fat .
awhile laater , thyy wanna play badmint0n . den thy plaay , ii waatch .
was funny , c0shh y0ngjie k0rk0r kipp paaiseh , cnnt caatch th ball . LOL . xia suay .
-.- LoLs , =/den slaack-ed till lyyk 6 smmth , baby caame . =D hehes .
waaaited f0rhhs lyyk s0 damn l0nggg f0rhhs him . =/ l0ls . But ii still findds it w0rthy . =D w0aini ! xD
den he br0ught his guitar , as he caame back frm AMK . widd his anthr fren .
den we wennt 404 thhr . den wennt t0 th nearest building . =)
after tht , baby wennt d0nn0e whrr widd his fren , while ii waalk bk t0 425 , f00d li0n thhr myself . =/ l0ls . l0nely miie . =( den waas lyyk em0-ing aafter tht .
reaached 425 , saat d0wn thhr al0ne , th rest waas s0 hyper-ly plaaying badmint0n , s0me psp-ing . den ii waalked away , b0ught greentea . den hahas .
ii tell euu , ii LOVE dem 0rrites !!! thyy nehhber fail t0 cheer miie up . =D
teaars jus kipp r0lling d0wn , but whn ii see h0ww th waay thy plaay , maakes miie laauf . =D y0ngjie k0rk0r were lyyk j0king ard . den he kipp smiling aat miie . =)
Den Adrian caame , lend his Volleyball , plaay-ed widd him . =) den Yongjie k0rk0r 0s0 j0ined . HAHAS ! damn funny cn ! ZzZ , he aaniih0w de sii0 !
den Adrian sddnly taake 0ut th p0le , andd he staarted tking it as a mic . -.-
andd sang s0nggs . LOLS !!!! den y0ngjie k0rk0r 0s0 sang .
he taake th 0ther p0le , he saang : " I wanna Fk euu fk euu , fk euu ! "
l0ls . kkaes , n0t funny ii kn0e . LOLS .
den texted baby , and chatt-ed .
den wennt hme @ 12 smmth l;yyk tiis . =) aafter all has g0ne bk , miie angie and angelina slaack-ed aat th playgrnd . =) myg0d . we c0ntinue-ed th " Tehteh hitting c0mpetiti0n . " LOLS !!!
den when waalking , sddnly Angi'e racket dr0pp , den ii kena hit siaa ! s0 paain laa cn !!! urghhhhs !!! n0w my legg lyyk cnnt bend . =/
kkaes . nehhminds .
Reached hme , bathe-ed , slpp . =D
waas s0 tireddd cn . LOLS .
yuppps . den maayb laater gg d0wn @ 5 smmth . d0n wan eaaarly le . damn tired cn . -.- hehes .
baby wann miie g0 widd him t0 Lot1 . but t0ldd him will c h0ww 1st . =)

P.S : I don't think this will last long ...

2009-06-09T07:39:00.002-07:00

Hmmmmms ...

t0daae , simple ! in th m0rning , wennt f0rhhs supplementary .

baby sddnly text miie andd aask miie waan mitt awhile n0t . c0shh he n0 chaarger . wan lendd fr0m miie .

Den wennt 425 ,pass him dda chaarger andd wennt 0rff .

Had supplementary , andd aafter tht dismissal , text baby , andd met him , andd slacck-ed . hahas . =) wennt t0 quite al0rrt 0rbb places . th laast place waas 3 heaad thhr . =)

hmmmms , den aafter tht slaack awhile , g0ne hme agaain .

LOLS .

Den aafter tht baby wanna mitt agaain . den miit him , haahas , ii l0ve my baby al0tt lurhhs . !!!!! =DDD

hehes . den aat ardd 9 smmth ii jiu g0ne hme .

nehhnehhs laahs , th Angelina , g0 my hse , WT**** !!!

WE PLAYED SOMETHING HIGH AND EXCITING SIAA . -.- BUT HORHHS ! MY NEHNEH PAAIN EHH ! =(

we playyed " Tehteh hiting c0mpetiti0n " !!! HAHAHA ! minne FLAT liaa0s laahs !!! HHAAS !

den text-ed baby and chatt all tht . =D

thaats all f0rhhs t0daaae .

P.S : I just hope you're the one ...

2009-06-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

@ arddd aaftern00n , 6 smmth , wennt t0 miit Leon and Angie 1st .
Den we all wennt 414 thhr , waaited f0rhhs Serin . But she waas lyyk s0 l0ngg . -.-
den we wennt 0rff aafter 20 mins ,wid0utt her .
Reaached FoodLion , andd slaack-ed d0wnn thhr .
plaay-ed Leon's guitar . den plaay till ardd 7 smmth , Chester k0rk0r sddnly msgg miie saaeing his c0usin wan my num . cn gif n0t . ii waas lyyk myg0d . den ii turn , ii lyyk saaw 2 ppl , lyyk him . Den aasked him tht did ii saaw him . he saaid n0 . LOLS ! den nehhmind .
Den kipp plaaying Leon's guitar . =D hhas .
untill @ nitte , sddnly g0t 2 bangalah cme sitt bsidde miie . but n0t super cl0se .
den thyy were lyyk l00king aat miie andd listening t0 miie whnn ii plaaying guitar . LOLS !!!!!!!! funny !
Den wennt hme @ 10.30 smmth , reaached hme bathe , andd here bl0gging . =)

P.S : I knew it from the start .

2009-06-06T20:31:00.000-07:00

Haha ! ii 0niie lyyk tiis paart in Knock You Down .

Let the hourglass pass right into ashes ,
Let the wind blow the ash right into my glasses .
So i wrote this love letter right before my classes .
How could a goddess ask , someone that's only average .

Hahas ! ii lyyk tht paart niaa . -.-

2009-06-06T09:47:00.000-07:00

=) hmmmmms , t0daae ... simple . =) staayed aat hme till @ ardd 4 smmth , wennt slaackingg al0ne . LOLS !
Ardd 7 , caame bk hmme , anddd awhile laater , wennt slaackingg widd Angie thyy all . Waas s0 highh . -.-
awhile laater Angelina caame , anddd j0inned us .
wentt my hsse 0utt side thhr slaack awhile , andd @ 12.30 lyyk tht den thyy g0 hme . HAHA !
Den wennt hme bath-ed , andd here bl0gging (1.05a.m.) =D
~ so sick of this . ~

P.S : Im just pretending that im fine .

2009-06-05T08:33:00.001-07:00

Heyys !!! =DDDD
letts t0kk b0uttt t0daae , in th aftern00n ...
Went t0 miittt Yongjie & Yongboon .
Den wennt westmall t0 miit FZM , jia wei , jia ba0 . =D
waatched m0vie Night At The Museum 2 .
waas funny . hahas .
saaw Joshua , andd his steaad . s0 chii0 laa ! HAHA !
thyy 0s0 waatch th saame m0vie as us , and saame r00m . -.- HAHA !
denn , aafter m0vie , wennt bk bat0k 3 head thhr eaat .
aafter eaating , wennt 4 heaad thhr plaay badmint0n . -.-
ii ki siaa0 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HHA !!
Den wennt hmme @ 10 smmth .
=) d0nn wanna t0kk b0utt waad happen . Jus s0 pissed 0rff widd myself & s0mme0ne . -.- ii haate myy attitude laaahs . -.- ii seri0usly habb attitude pr0blems n0wwadays . ZzzZzzzZZ
Reaached hme bathe-ed , andd here bl0gging . =D

P.S : I think you could feel the jealousy in me .

2009-06-04T19:22:00.000-07:00

=) laater g0iin waatch m0vvviieeee ! =D
hahas . letts t0kk b0utt ytdd nite .
Wennt slaackingg wid Angie andd all agaain .
wennt hme @ ardd 10 smmth . Waalked hme myselff . Th rest still slaackingg .
c0shh my c0mpp th Restaurant City still running 0n .
den reaached hmme , bathe , rest , use c0mpp , 0rh0rhhs .
Den in th middle 0rff th nite , ii waake up . c0shh k0rk0rr(weisiong) caame bk .
den my ahma 0s0 waake up . LOLS !
guess waad we did . =/ we c00ked p0rridge . -.- LOLS !!! we 3 were lyyk huntingg f0rhhs f00d lurhhs . -.- den hahas , my k0rk0r andd miie c00ked . while my ahma supervise ! HAHA !
Den whn k0rk0r c00king , my ahma fell aslp . -.- LOL !!! ii waaas lyyk laaufing s0 maaadly . -.- th waae she slppp is funneh laahs !!! my k0rk0r andd miie laauf-ed till siaa0 ! my ahma waas lyyk t0kking haalfwae , cn slpp de siaa !!! lyyk f0rexample : " eh ! ii tell euu huhhhs !!! (fell aslp le) " LOLS !!! funnyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
Den aate th p0rridge , andd rest awhile , wennt 0rhh0rhhhs , while my k0rk0r chii0ng-ing his Restaurant City . Hahas .
den w0ke up @ 9 smmth tiis m0rning , aate breakfast andd here bl0gging . =D
Will bl0gg laater . =)

P.S : It still ain't the time yet .

2009-06-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

Hmmmms , letts t0kk b0uuut t0daaae ... hmmmm , real siaaan de l0rhhhs .
Wennt slaacking widd Angie andd all aat ard 8p.m. .
Thr is 2 particular guyy , keppt staaring aat miie . -.-
ii waas lyyk " Ehh , nehneh laa . waad staare staare . " den thyy staart d0nn kn0e mummblinggg waad . -.- LoLs !
den wennt t0 sitt aat th fl00r . DEN THY CAME OVER SIA ! ii waas lyyk giff dem a buckingg faace . -.-
den thyy waaalked awaaae . ZZzZZz !
Hahas , ii waas lyyk s0 hyyper laa . o.o LoLs , But n00ne kn0es tht im dying insidde . Haaix ..
Kays , den sddnly g0tt 1 malaay guy , ii kn0e him de laa .
Den he caame up t0 miie andd t00k myy num ? den ii gaave .
Den wennt hme aat ardd 10 smmth . hse dwnstr g0t al0tt paaikia .
all k0rk0r de frenn . -.- siaan , thyy were lyyk " Ehh !!! ah si0ng meimei ! ni ha0 ma ! g0 whrr ? aah si0ngg at whhr ? h0me sleeping urhhs ?? "
den ii waas lyyk " Yesh yeaa , ha0 ha0 . g0 hme . d0nn0e ? die liaa0s . "
aafter tht ii jus waalk awaay . reaached hme , bath-ed , andd here bl0gging .

P.S : I've learnt to love you more .

2009-06-02T21:50:00.000-07:00

Hohos , iidk whyy . b0red0m jus strikke . andd ii habb new URL agaain ! =/

P.S : I'll never hate you .